2001
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Read more: Venturing in Void
/SN2001 Where I end up doesn’t summarize my fears… It’s actually who I will be. Cradle my head to help release me. From wicked thoughts and binding emotions Unthinkable schemes and hypocrites. Destruction you made Blame them for their resiliency to pain. Because you are not normal You took the leap like many others… But…
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Read more: Farewell, Hometown
April 25, 2001 – Wednesday I went to Caffé to meet with E-class because Mom and I would soon be moving to Taguig so it was sort of like a Farewell Party. It felt more like bonding than goodbye. Harry made me feel whole. We talked the entire night. Not even a goodbye from Kyle.
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Read more: 10:12 PM
April 19, 2001 – Thursday 10:12 PM I’m alone in the room, thinking of inspiring words to write in the scrapbook. But my mind’s become blank. Like I never studied. Because I can’t think of a single bloody word. I think it’s because I feel empty inside.
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Read more: Sweet November
April 18, 2001 – Wednesday I went to the mall today with Issa. We both watched Sweet November (my initials come to think of it). The movie was good and so were Keanu’s lines. I’m very confused. I have to make the right choice at this crucial time in my life. It’s going to be…
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Read more: Divine Curveball
April 17, 2001 – Tuesday I’ve received the worst news last night. I was wait-listed for Communication Arts. So I had to shift to Behavioral Science, which I don’t have any interest in. Does this mean that I’ll stop for a while and resume when the right time comes? What is God’s plan?
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Read more: JC Superstar
April 15, 2001 – Sunday We’ve just returned from Uncle D’s place in Sta. Mesa and now at GK’s place in Las Piñas. I’m feeling a lot better. I’ve just received Issa’s e-mail. I’ve also finished plotting the layout for the scrapbook. Watching Jesus Christ Superstar. Great music! Powerful story! Someday, I’d be able to…
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Read more: Mental Anguish
April 14, 2001 – Saturday Today was a particularly freaky day. I woke up around 8:30 AM, feeling better than I had been feeling for the past few days. The medicine did its job. Mom is still in agony though. Her kidney has been bothering her a lot lately. And she’s been freaking me out…
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Read more: A Visit
April 13, 2001 – Friday I am here with Mom and Mama at Uncle D’s place. Everything is well except that I have colds. I watched some movies like They Nest, Rush Hour, Gorgeous, Hollow Man, etc. Kenny texted me yesterday and it made me feel worse. I asked Issa if my reply was too…
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Read more: No Me Ames
April 11, 2001 – Wednesday We went to Lola’s place today in Cavite. I love the No Me Ames video. (Watch the video here: No Me Ames)
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Read more: Empty
I haven’t been myself lately. I honestly admit that the last few days of writing in my journal, my mind was wandering elsewhere. The moon’s been eerie lately. It’s more red than yellow. Empty sky. Devoid of both stars and clouds. Reckon it’s also one of the reasons why I’ve been feeling empty as well.…
The Poetess Writes 